It’s now February. A few new things… I never thought I’d be doing a sorority. And I never thought he would be a sister. Weird how life works sometimes Love life remains inexistent. Well, there’s this guy I’ve been talking to, but I don’t know if I’m interested I actually like my econ classes this quarter significantly more than any of my other classes ...
#awkwardmomentsincollege That moment when you lead someone on… and then lead them on more… and it’s really awkward but you don’t act awkward because you never act awkward… and then you feel really bad afterward… let’s see how tomorrow is, pregame buddy
You are so cute. You remind me of a puppy: eager, excited, and extremely full of energy. I just want to become friends with you this or next year.
Note to self: If ever needed, visit deviantart. It will make you happy, less stressed, and amazed at the world. Remember this if ever needed.
You have me flip flopping like crazy. Seriously, yesterday you made me smile almost constantly. But today, well… God, you frustrate me so much. I hate people that bail. It’s a pet peeve for sure. But also, every time I start to think you’re awesome, you have a way of turning it around. It’s just a never-ending cycle… I need a new crush…
matchmaker, matchmaker, make me a match...
I’m relistening to Fiddler. I don’t really know why. I love when things work out the way I fantasize them. For example, someone coming to my dorm to eat food and staying and talking to me for like 20 minutes. Perfect. Although I will note the awkward silences. At the same time, you seemed perfectly comfortable in them. Normal people would take them as an excuse to dash away. I wonder...
The Cal trip was fun. The game was not, but that’s another story. I think with this trip I solidified one friendship and created others. I’m kinda stoked about it to be honest because I may be in the process of forming a group to hang with regularly that aren’t Costa kids. In the process though. Nothing definite… yet… Oh and I like you.
always some frustration
But I welcome this frustration, I guess. So you must be really okay with eye contact. Either that, or you’re completely creeped out (doubt it), or you’re on the same page of me (a lesser doubt but doubt’s still there). Seriously, we’re looking at each other. You gonna address it? And by the way, you’re making me really excited for Cal. If you go out of your way to be...
1) I’m finally over my kind-of 6 year crush on you. I realized that the first day of band camp, I had no feelings towards you whatsoever. It’s so nice to be liberated of that. 2) I really like college so far. 3) I freaking hate this, but… I have a crush. I can’t help it. It happens. I don’t want to though. I don’t want to act or think or whatever on any of it...
I leave tomorrow morning. I am scared. I am going to miss you so much. I already miss you so much. I don’t know if I’ll be able to sleep tonight.
My before end of high school list (that I shall delete right after this)… I did two of six. Close enough, right? :)
So I never posted about the end of school. Because I was ready for it to be done with. And now I’m living the good life. Just some things to note: 1) Grad nite was at Anaheim House of Blues. All it did was made me want to go to a concert. 2) Graduation is boring and useless ceremony. 3) Busy weekends are fun. So now I’m in a gilmore girls/Supernatural kick. It’s nice,...
Last day tomorrow. Les go.
Two more days. Jazz band is so bittersweet. Played through After You’ve Gone, Honk, Madrid, Salt Peanuts, and some other piece I didn’t know. Charley had an amazing guitar solo. A poem was recited. It was beautiful <3
Okay so looks like summer school isn’t an option. Wonder what I’m gonna do with my summer… besides stay at the computer all day…
Last Monday as a Mira Costa student going to school. Now ElCo just needs to stop being dumb.
171 - Thoughts on Banquet
I was nervous as hell for senior gag gifts. I don’t know why. I guess because this is one of my responsibilities that really had no guidelines, no one to ask or help except Hannah and me. It turned out okay though. The senior video was a piece of crap. No flocking? Really? Do better next year. Awards going to Kelsi, Michael, and Mohan <3 beautiful representation of the senior class just...
two more weeksssss
Finished my last high school essay EVER!!!!!
I’m sorry I killed you in assassin today. It’s not me, it’s you. Just kidding, I love you, and you definitely played the game the best, but I’m in it to win it and, well, one of us has to win ;)
Yeah I’ve been getting lazier. Sorry. Prom was this weekend. It was alright. Not terrible though :) Here’s to only two more weeks! -huzzah-
I actually took a 3 hour nap today. I’m proud of myself.
I thought I was supposed to be done with work.
Brian finally asked me to prom!!! He got me ice cream sandwiches. Chocolate chip cookies with chocolate fudge brownie ice cream with oreo cookie pieces. Damn he knows how to win me over.
That terrible moment when you realize you actually have to go to school tomorrow.
I got my prom dress and banquet dress for less money combined than my prom dress from last year. Booya.
I hope that I’ll find a prom dress tomorrow. So the jazz concert was tonight. It was pretty alright.
Yeah so I forgot. For like 5 days. I’m sorry. The school year is practically over for me, so really this should be like done. And at least this time I remembered that I lost track of posts!!!!!!!!! I really need to find something to do with my newfound free time. I don’t want to have to play more video games, but that’s what it’s looking like…
SO FAR FOR ALL OUR AP TESTS WE’VE SAT WITHIN TWO SEATS OF EACH OTHER. I SWEAR WE’RE MFEO. /crazy me.
I forgot to post yesterday (May 14th)
Will I ever get over first crush syndrome? (It’s my coined term where you never actually stop liking your first crush because, well, it’s your first crush). I mean, it’s possible. Just a lot more possible if your first crush has actually changed into someone you don’t like. But, my first crush remains absolutely perfect. He can literally do no wrong. And every time I see...
Done with all my difficult AP’s :) Who cares about government, econ, and statistics…
Two days ago, the 149 I posted was supposed to be 148. My blog is a lie. This is for yesterday’s post that I forgot. I chose UCLA.
Got into UCLA. Now I have to actually make decisions…
lol apes shouldn’t even be a thing. time to die with calc.
Beginning of the final stretch! Let’s do this!!! And I had a super fun weekend. Dragon is my new buddy. Along with prom match making hopefully.
I really need to stop beating myself up. But I can’t help it. Why am I not good enough…
That nice moment when you take an ap practice test of a subject you haven’t had anything to do with since January and still get above a 3. One less thing to worry about.
Late starts should be every day. Right? Of course right.
I forgot yesterday. I’m tired.
Yesterday marked my last musical performance with many of the people who I have been playing with for 3+ years. And my ohana. 5th grade until now, and I feel like we’ve barely changed. I’m still the awkwardly silent one, you’re still the loud funny one, and you’re still the spacey funny one. Isn’t it weird how you guys just started hanging out (i’m not a really...
Waiting for the rain to stop. Destination: beautiful. Seems that I’m still waiting for the sun.
It’ll be fun playing Fiddler after not having played since Saturday. Good luck to me. I like our random texting and our banters back and forth. I like talking to someone my own age too. And we should get cake still.
It is very likely that I’m going to be a Golden Bear. Go Cal!
I don’t know why but I like finding people outside of my normal group of friends. And I usually have a longing to talk to them more often than they want, so I typically just don’t really talk to them unless they’re directly in front of me. But I want to talk to them more. “So Perchik, how were the lessons?” “We made a very good beginning.” ^ how I feel....
Almost done with hell week!!!! Now I just need to make it past a timed writing and Econ test and I’m all good!